Every Christian, born again and using the blood of Jesus is going to constantly find a new level in their walk. This is simply because we Grow. Praise God! We moved closer in receiving more teachings with a open heart. This is a wonderful thing! Yet we feel attacked and under water, like we are not enough, and emptied within once we have pushed further. This all comes from a inner struggle we have learned through Scripture.
(Galatians 5:17) “For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do what ever you want.”
(Psalms 49:15) ” But God will redeem my soul from the power of the grave: for he shall receive me. Selah.” God is getting you prepared for more better things, have faith in Him, and how He created you, with what also is happening Currently!